Post by Elodie Sian on Nov 5, 2012 16:20:03 GMT -5
I guess you can call this either a story OR a poem, im not sure what one it is though, i guess you could say its also a bit depressing
(what my irl friend said to me when she saw it o3o) so yeah, here we go.
For everyone who has ever hurt me in my life time, and has caused
my pain and agony, the agonising steps I take each day, like an endless
path of pain and terror, just leading into the world of darkness, sorrow
and my old life.. This is to anyone who has ever bullied me.. Anyone who
has made my depression harder or pushed me through too much for my shoulders
to take. I'll never forgive you, so thankyou. For all my pain. For all my
sorrow. For all the cold. For all the rain. For all the bleeding of my
broken heart. For breaking my life. For destroying me, bit by bit. For
all the ice, pushing through my eyes. For all the falls and tumbles. For every
little bit of agony in my head. Thankyou.
I only love the people who ever helped me and craddled me in their hearts,
their hearts warm enough to comfort the world, making sure not the push their
shoulders, I love all the people that lightened up the path I always walk through,
day after day, the moonlight beating me up, lashing at my terror and walking my
heart for me. I thank everyone who stopped it for a day, for a mere second, for
even a minute. I love you.
heres the video that goes with it too...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAUov1etvEc
NOW I SHALL WRITE ANOTHER ONE.
The only thing in like right now is the ice that I'v steppeed on.
The ground that seems to dissapear underneath my limp body.
Slowly, slowly, I sink into an endless black dream that takes away the pain in my heart. The only way to live anymore is to take the step of pain. To take the walk of shame. Every single day. Fighting against the non-stop drama and people anting to kill themselfs, how I walk is a walk through an endless dark forest everyday. The sky is always night when its day. And the night is never darker than day. Its always the same, darkness and red moon, my pink eyes seem to burn through my skull, leaving me completely un-aware of everything around me. Falling and tripping trying to run frantically away from a nightmare is not possible. I seem to just find myself running towards the pain and everything inside the dark ball of agonising blackness. My mind is no longer compatable with sanity. It is only registering the insanity that lurks deep inside of my heart. My mind is only registering the pain and the agony, I cannot sense the smiles around me because they all just look like smirks.
I MUST POOF TO SCHOOl. BYE.
~Feather/Agent Blue/Rein/Roxy
(what my irl friend said to me when she saw it o3o) so yeah, here we go.
For everyone who has ever hurt me in my life time, and has caused
my pain and agony, the agonising steps I take each day, like an endless
path of pain and terror, just leading into the world of darkness, sorrow
and my old life.. This is to anyone who has ever bullied me.. Anyone who
has made my depression harder or pushed me through too much for my shoulders
to take. I'll never forgive you, so thankyou. For all my pain. For all my
sorrow. For all the cold. For all the rain. For all the bleeding of my
broken heart. For breaking my life. For destroying me, bit by bit. For
all the ice, pushing through my eyes. For all the falls and tumbles. For every
little bit of agony in my head. Thankyou.
I only love the people who ever helped me and craddled me in their hearts,
their hearts warm enough to comfort the world, making sure not the push their
shoulders, I love all the people that lightened up the path I always walk through,
day after day, the moonlight beating me up, lashing at my terror and walking my
heart for me. I thank everyone who stopped it for a day, for a mere second, for
even a minute. I love you.
heres the video that goes with it too...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAUov1etvEc
NOW I SHALL WRITE ANOTHER ONE.
The only thing in like right now is the ice that I'v steppeed on.
The ground that seems to dissapear underneath my limp body.
Slowly, slowly, I sink into an endless black dream that takes away the pain in my heart. The only way to live anymore is to take the step of pain. To take the walk of shame. Every single day. Fighting against the non-stop drama and people anting to kill themselfs, how I walk is a walk through an endless dark forest everyday. The sky is always night when its day. And the night is never darker than day. Its always the same, darkness and red moon, my pink eyes seem to burn through my skull, leaving me completely un-aware of everything around me. Falling and tripping trying to run frantically away from a nightmare is not possible. I seem to just find myself running towards the pain and everything inside the dark ball of agonising blackness. My mind is no longer compatable with sanity. It is only registering the insanity that lurks deep inside of my heart. My mind is only registering the pain and the agony, I cannot sense the smiles around me because they all just look like smirks.
I MUST POOF TO SCHOOl. BYE.
~Feather/Agent Blue/Rein/Roxy
